L.A.M.B!

jueves, septiembre 28, 2006

El 2 de abril de este año publiqué un post que decía así:

Algunas veces la distancia puede unir a las personas.
Algunas veces la cercanía puede separar a las personas.
Tengo miedo.
Y Meirt tiene razón :(

Anoche, me dí cuenta de que tenía razón de tener miedo, pues mis temores se vieron confirmados. Sin embargo las dos personas que se vieron más gravemente afectadas no fueron las que yo creí en un comienzo.

(8)When you go, just know that I will remember you, I lost my fear of falling, I will be with you, I will be with you.(8)

Te quiero Nana.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

5:51 PM |

martes, septiembre 26, 2006

Dios mio...que dulce es la ignorancia.

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

3:49 PM |

jueves, septiembre 21, 2006

Ayer (miércoles 20 de septiembre de 2006) me tocó ir al colegio a cuidar niños chiquitos a pesar de haber tenido un buen desempeño actitudinal (hasta donde me he enterado) y no tener práctica, ni interna, ni externa.

Al comienzo del día tenía ganas de matarlos, al final de él estaba cagada de la risa con ellos mientras me contaban de sus búsquedas de porno en google, uno de ellos decía que sí cambiaba de canal y otro me decía que volviera con el novio que nunca he tenido.

Sin embargo, justo antes de que empezara la última hora de clase, uno de ellos llamó mi atención. Estaba llorando, tenía hipo y no podía hablar de lo alterado que estaba. Cuando le pregunté qué le había pasado me dijo que detrás de unos salones había unas matas que le encantaban y las habían "cortado, arrancado y quemado, que les habían hecho todo lo malo, les habían quitado la vida, la poca que tenían".

A mis 15 años no me sorprende ni inmuta que arranquen unas matas, a él, a sus...8 años más o menos, lo llevó a las lágrimas y al hipo. Lo que sí me sorprende, es cómo cambia nuestra capacidad de indignarnos por las cosas a medida que crecemos...cuando somos pequeños la capacidad de indignarse no es altamente valorada, sin embargo, somos mucho más capaces de ello, a medida que envejecemos nos volvemos más insensibles, tolerantes y nos indignamos menos, aunque la capacidad de indignarse sea más valorada....

Acordarse de ese niño da en qué pensar....¿no?

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

10:07 PM |

lunes, septiembre 18, 2006

PUUUUUUUUTAAAAAAAAAAAAA ¿Ahora qué va a pasar?

MELISSA! repórtate conmigo tan pronto como puedas....porfa... :|

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

9:25 PM |

viernes, septiembre 15, 2006

SALMO XVIII

Todo tras sí lo lleva el año breve
de la vida mortal, burlando el brío
al acero valiente, al mármol frío,
que contra el Tiempo su dureza atreve.

Antes que sepa andas el pie, se mueve
camino de la muerte, donde envío
mi vida oscura: pobre y turbio río
que negro mar con altas ondas bebe.

Todo corto momento es paso largo
que doy, a mi pesar, en tal jornada,
pues, parado y durmiendo, siempre aguijo.

Breve suspiro, y último, y amargo,
en la muerte, forzosa y heredada:
mas si es ley, y no pena, ¿qué me aflijo?

Francisco De Quevedo Y Villegas
Poemas de amor, de pasión y de muerte (pag 70)

SALMO XIX

¡Cómo de entre mis manos te resbalas!
¡Oh, cómo te deslizas, edad mía!
¡Qué mudos pasos traes, oh muerte fría,
pues con callado pie todo lo igualas!

Feroz, de tierra el débil muro escalas,
en quien lozana juventud se fía;
mas ya mi corazón del postrer día
atiende el vuelo, sin mirar las alas.

¡Oh condición mortal!¡Oh dura suerte!
¡Que no puedo querer vivir mañana
sin la pensión de procurar mi muerte!

Cualquier instante de la vida humana
es nueva ejecución, con que ne advierte
cuán frágil es, cuán mísera, cuán vana.

Francisco De Quevedo Y Villegas
Poemas de amor, de pasión y de muerte (pag 71)

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

8:55 AM |

Garfield (si hacen click en la imagen se agranda)
jueves, septiembre 14, 2006

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

9:53 AM |

Tests pendejos...estoy aburrida
domingo, septiembre 10, 2006

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

You are 73% Cancer

How Cancer Are You?

Ese es interesante, yo SOY cancer.

You Are a Auditory Learner

You tend to remember what you hear, and you have a knack for speaking well.
You excel at debating, foreign languages, and music.
You would be an excellent diplomat - or rock star!

What's Your Learning Style?

jajajaja

You Are Kermit

Hi, ho! Lovable and friendly, you get along well with everyone you know.
You're a big thinker, and sometimes you over think life's problems.
Don't worry - everyone know's it's not easy being green.
Just remember, time's fun when you're having flies!

The Muppet Personality Test

Your Hair Should Be Purple

Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional.
You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

Puede que algo saliera mal en este...en una de las preguntas no encontré la respuesta adecuada, nada decía: "No me he teñido el pelo" así que me tocó poner "muy oscuro" cosa que no es verdad.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing.

For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Jajajaja, ese cuarto parece la cara de alguien XD

You Should Weigh 155

If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight.
If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!

How Much Do You Weigh?

155 libras (?) a cuántos kilos corresponde?

Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You've Changed 36% in 10 Years

Ah, the past! You may not remember it well - because you're still living in it.
While you've changed some, you may want to update your wardrobe, music collection and circle of friends.

How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

Your Career Personality: Organized, Responsible, and Future-Oriented

Your Ideal Careers:

Biomedical engineer
Business executive
College professor
District attorney
Hedge fund manager
Investment banker
Judge
Military leader
Political strategist
Surgeon

The Quick and Dirty Career Test

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I can pass this guy."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

jajajajaja, eso me suena a algo que mi papá diría

Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

PUUUUUCHAAAA, lo voy a poner en mi autobiografía...tengo curiosidad de ver qué decían las otras dos imagenes que me llamaron la atención...

Your Personality Profile

You are sexy, powerful, and bold.
You're full of passion and energy...
Sometimes this passion has a dark side.

You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.
You never fail to get someone's attention.
Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Uy...me gustaba más el primero..

Your Personality Profile

You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.
Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.
You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.

You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.
You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.
A good friend, you always give of yourself first.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Este también está chévere... digan ustedes a cuál de los tres me parezco más...

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Duermo de medio lado...aunque no veo la relación entre una y otra cosa...

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Honey Caves

What's Your Porn Star Name?

Jajajajajajaja, lo lamento, ví el link y...simplemente tenía que hacerlo...

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Doctor Dog
Your Superpower is Mystic
Your Weakness is Water
Your Weapon is Your Water Bow
Your Mode of Transportation is Canoe

What's your Superhero Name?

jajajaja, eso no tiene sentido.
Y me aburrí de estos tests....a ver qué más hago hasta que mi prima llegue...

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

7:26 PM |

Mi examen

Hola niñas y niños.

Les cuento que hoy fue mi examen, me fue bien. Pero no tanto como yo quería y creía (creía gracias a lo que me dijeron personas de mi academia, y mi profesor). Pero pasé.

Hay muchas cosas que pasaron en ese examen con las que no estoy deacuerdo y tengo piedra por ellas, pero bueno.... tambien tengo ganas de llorar de la piedra por otra vaina que pasó hoy antes del examen y que siguió pasando cuando salí de él, así como ha pasado desde hace varios meses y con absoluta seguridad seguirá pasando...

Necesito salir de mi casa...¿quién me saca al parque?

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

6:31 PM |

Miren un mail que me mandaron
miércoles, septiembre 06, 2006

Slow Dance

This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital.

It was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM.

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Do you run through each day

On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Ever told your child,

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere

You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,

It is like an unopened gift....

Thrown away.

Life is not a race.

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over.

--------------------

FORWARDED

E-MAILS ARE TRACKED TO OBTAIN THE TOTAL COUNT.

Dear All:

PLEASE pass this mail on to everyone you know -

even to those you don't know!

It is the request of a special girl who

will soon leave this world due to cancer.

This young girl has 6 months left to live, and as her dying wish,

She wanted to send a letter telling everyone to live

their life to the fullest, since she never will.

She'll never make it to prom, graduate from high

school, or get married and have a family of her own.

By you sending this to as many people as possible,

you can give her and her family a little hope,

because with every name that this is sent to,

The American Cancer Society

will donate 3 cents per name to her treatment and recovery plan.

One guy sent this to 500 people! So I know that we can

at least send it to 5 or 6 ---

(just think ,it could be you one day).

It's not even your money, just your time!

PLEASE PASS ON AS A LAST REQUEST

Dr. Dennis Shields, Professor

Department of Developmental and Molecular Biology

1300 Morris Park Avenue

Bronx, New York 10461

Y miren un mensaje adjunto al mail que había:

This is amazing. I got this in Jaunary and passed it on and 7 mounths later it passes back to me. This Message is really going far. Keep it up! Date: 07/15/06

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

8:42 PM |

Me!

Ana María Enciso Noguera (Chrysanthemun Silence, Raiven231, Raven, La Tia Anita, Anita, Piti, Nana...), 17 años, estudiante de Literatura, amante de la chocolatería.

loves!

Me gusta dormir, comer, leer, escribir, bailar, ir a cine y cuentería, la torta de amapola con naranja de Cascabel, su helado de curuba :P, pisar hojas secas.

taggit!

Debido a la complejidad de cuadrar bien los colores de la famosa Tag-Board, no la tendremos hasta que cambie de template o algo así suceda. Hasta nueva orden usen Haloscan. Mientras tanto, aquí estará mi sección de "Algo para decir"

"Only go so far to bury them."
My Chemical Romance, I never told you what I do for a living

"Can you hear me?
Are you near me?"
My Chemical Romance, Helena

"I miss you, I miss you so far."
My Chemical Romance, Cementary drive

"Alone you find yourself just hanging,
and to fill the hole you cling to all that seem,
to hide the little girl that crying,
underneath the rage that you let others see.

'Cause you're dancing dirt into the snow
while others look at you on show.
You're dancing dirt into the snow
while all around you people grow
And watch you bleed.
And watch you bleed.
(...)
The more you push through broken glass, the thicker it becomes.
And the more you turn on broken worlds, the sooner you will need
A gun."
Missy Higgins, Dancing dirt into the snow

"From the first time I laid my eyes on you
I felt joy of living
I saw heaven in your eyes
in your eyes
I wish you were here
Don't you know the snow is getting colder?
And I miss you like hell
And I'm feeling blue"
Nightwish, Wish you were here

"Mientras la muchedumbre pasa, yo observo que, aunque ella no mira el cielo, el cielo la mira.
Sobre su masa indiferente y oscura, como tierra del surco, algo desciende de lo alto. La vibración de las entrellas se parece al movimiento de unas manos de sembrador."
José Enrique Rodó, Ariel.

"I have dreamed of you so much
You are no longer real.
Is there still time for me to touch
Your breathing body,
To kiss your mouth
And make your voice come alive again?
I have dreamed of you so much
There's no more time for me to wake up.
I have dreamed of you so much,
Have walked so much, talked so much,
Slept so much with your phantom,
The only thing left for me
Is to become a phantom among phantoms,
A shadow a hundred times more shadow
Than the shadow that moves and goes on moving,
Brightly, over the sundial of your life."
Sophie Auster, The last poem.

" Close your eyes and look at me.
Lock the door and you'll be free.
Dreams can be re-al-i-ty,
If you live your dream with me.
Wave good-bye to what you are.
What you want is not so far.
Life is short and life is long,
If you let me sing this song.
Give away your eyes to me,
I'll show you things you couldn't see.
Rain will fall, the sun will shine,
If I'm yours and you are mine.
Love me now and love me true,
Dream with me, I'll dream with you.
You'll find the thing you couldn't be,
If you stop and look at me."
Sophie Auster, Close your eyes.

"La muerte lo sabe todo a nuestro respecto, y quizá por eso sea triste. Si es cierto que nunca sonrie es porque le faltan los labios, y esta lección anatómica nos dice que, al contrario de lo que los vivos creen, la sonrisa no es una cuestión de dientes. Habrá quien diga, con humor menos macabro que de mal gusto, que lleva cincelada una especie de sonrisa permanente, pero eso no es verdad, lo que salta a la vista es una mueca de sufrimiento, porque el recuerdo del tiempo en que tenía boca, y la boca lengua, y la lengua saliva, le persigue continuamente."
José Saramago, Las intermitencias de la muerte (pag 181-182)

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peeps!

what i had!

thank yous!